Aa,Bb

story begin like dis..

analog:
i was on a boat with a friend.
we r on the way to go for a fishing.
on our way there.
in a situation where an alligator cam by..
passing thru us.
we did know dat it was an alligator.
i thought it was only some kind of a piece of junk.
kire biase-biase la ni..
i never thought n realize that the ally would make it steps..
then..
buaya ni libaskan ekornya lalu terbaliklah aku dan kawanku itu..
pabila terjadinya itu..
aku dan si dia terpisah.'
aku di pulau sebelah sini..
dia di sebelah sana.
jauuuhh..
jauh sgt..
pelbagai usaha dilakukan untk selamatkan diri kami..
tali yg disambung putus.
sampan yang di naiki anyut kebocoran.
tak tahulah nk buat camne lagi.
hanya doa yang mampu..
itu yang terdaya.
aku x mampu lagi nk bertahan .
xtahu sampai bila.
doa doa dan doa..

kawan..
hmm..
kami terpisah di dua dunia yang berbeza.
dia di sebelah sana.
aku pula disini.
people don't always know what they know..
what they heard.
is not always the answers.
sometimes we already knew what we could have done but..
it serves no right.were not brave enough to take those risks in our live.
risks dat may change everything dat we have been thru.
change all those sorrow.
all those tears.
all those laugh dat u made me realize.
all those tears u made me see.
how it have change the way i talk.laugh.think.
i could not find another way out.
i'm stuck.
people don't always hears what they hear.
poeple don't always see what they see.
it depends on circumstances which we may not know which way it will brought us.
despite of all of this.
i want to change the way i felt.
changes need time.it needs courage to put thru.it needs guts..
how can i find one if i only have been hurt all those time.
hurts heart.
a lot.
i dont even know that i can get thru it alone by myself.
im weak enough to be this way.
i dont even want to be that way.
Allah's will who knows what really is..

have faith.
it just not u.